Bouncing Back

I have been in and out of hospital visits and dealing with breast cancer with my wife. I witnessed what can happen to you when you are not fully committed to changing your life and your health. I am a military veteran who struggles with PTSD and diabetes. It is really hard for me to try and stay focus on this. I am still reading my first book and my second came a little too fast after. I just feel that I am being pushed through this. i read slow because I like to know every detail. I have this feeling that I need to hurry and do this. I do not rush in anything that I do. If I do things turn chaotic. So please be patient with my speed. I am learning and I want to improve on my life and my family’s life.