Long time NT owner with many questions

First time here at this site. I may not be in the right section, but here goes nevertheless. I am a long time literature owner since 1993. I have the Zonpower Discovery with the 114 Advantages followed by others like: Cosmic Business Control, Global Business Empire, A Future of Wealth Belongs to You, Hot Tips, Kick Start Report, NT/Zon Marketplace, and others.

I have also purchased other products through the years too like: Mega Memory(Kevin Trudeau), Dr. Duartes Health Breakthroughs.

The Zonpower Discovery was the first book to open my eyes to this “anticivilization” and made me really think about the world at that time. Some concepts I could understand, some I could only grasp and some I could not understand. I took Dr. Wallace’s words to heart. Maybe too much. I developed a hatred to politics, religion and any other things relating to “mysticism”. I also tried to follow Mark Hamilton’s applications of his work relating to the world. So much information. So much to learn. It can be overwhelming. Hundred of dollars spent not to mention the current Heirloom Packages that I have now.

Did it really change my life? Yes. And no. Many of the concepts appear to be sound and reliable. Mastering the work seemed impossible and still seems to be impossible.

Over the years many questions, thoughts and doubts have risen up concerning everything with the world and I have to start somewhere so here goes:

I have some literature and products from Kevin Trudeau and I understand clearly that he is “attached” to your world. I love Kevin and all that he is doing for being a value producer and creating values for society. That being said I have some problems and confusion over what he has been suggesting as opposed to NT suggestions.

1. As I understand, Dr. Wallace has made it clear that in the Zonpower Discovery he has mentioned that “Scientology” is basically bad and to stay away from it. Kevin has mentioned in his Natural Cures books of seeking help with “Scientology”. I am very confused about that when I read this in his Natural Cures book when it first came out a few years ago. Could I please get an explanation?

2. As I understand in the Zonpower Discovery Dr. Wallace mentions that the most sound diet is the “Atkins diet”. A few years ago, Kevin Trudeau stated that the “Atkins diet” is no good. He went on to mention that basically he was mislead by it and was thinking of intending to sue the company for him marketing it. But in your Heirloom Package of Inside Secrets with the Zonpower Discovery it is still there suggested for us to follow. I am confused. Could someone please explain this?

3. Kevin Trudeau now has the Global Information Network. I received for free the “Your Wish Is Your Command” cd’s. In the audio compact discs he mentions that there is the “Law of Attraction” here on earth for us to use. If I am to take Dr. Wallace’s work seriously, which I do, and it was a shame that he passed away a few years back, which I had to find out on my own, because I used to get information on “Summit Meetings”, offers of new material from and it all stopped about 10 years ago and I never heard anything more from NTuntil the offer for the Heirloom Packages, again, if I am to take Dr. Wallace’s work seriously wouldn’t this “law of Attraction” be no more than mysticism? If it is then please explain why it is being mentioned by a follower. I am confused.

Now that I mentioned the “Law of Attraction”, that brings up more confusing and confounding questions, doubts and frustrations concerning the works of NT/NeoThink. The words “3000 years old secret” or variations have been mentioned from advertisements and on the NT/NeoThink websites. We are led to believe that the NT/NeoThink information has been around for 3000 years when it has only been written within the past 25-30 years or longer. We are led to believe that NT/NeoThink has been a secret society for 3000 years.

I have listened to my level meetings currently up to level 5 and understand that you use the “forces of nature” in your ads. I understand that. That is what led many of us here. I have only joined the NeoThink society for $30 a month and have not really understand where to go first or what to do first. This is my first attempt for an audience. To be heard and also to communicate. When I first received the 3 Heirloom Packages with the “Secret Society of Secrets” and the “3000 years old secrets”, I thought I was going to get something special, life changing that I have not received from NT ever before! To my utter bewilderment and disappointment, it was just a rehash of the old material that I have received before. This really depressed me.

After the initial shock, I thought I would go ahead and proceed with the other Heirloom books, hoping that something “different” would come my way to change my life. Nope. Only the “Miss Annabelles Secret’s” was new to me. I only wondered if this was related to “Cassandra’s secrets” and the name was changed. This is when doubts, confusion and deppression took over. I am only running on fumes of hope to really see where this is all going because I am confused with the “Secret Societies”, “Law of Attraction” and what to really believe and understand any more.

Now. The very big question. I understand that Kevin Trudeau has admitted to being in a real life “secret society” and that they have used a very real “3000 year old secret” to train members. That is the Law of Attraction. When I listened to the cd’s of “Your Wish Is Your Command”, I was blown away. Shocked. Angered. Furious. Furious that if NT /NeoThink was a real “Secret Society” then why did they not mention this material way before. This is the information that I needed 20 years ago! If it is real….then why hold it from us? If it does really work this Law of Attraction then why hold it from us, the NT manuscript owners?

I only mention this because I am a Natural Cures member and received this free cd package. I only mention this because Kevin Trudeau and many others have created the Global Information Network to give to its members the real “3000 year old secret” of the Law of Attraction and a diffrent “10 second miracle”. I only mention this because I was invited to join the Global Information Network….which I have but not yet have become a member. I only mention this because the Director of Mark Hamilton’s Business Alliance mentions what a great organization this is in the current newsletter that I recently received. I understand that Mark Hamilton is connected to GIN So. Can you understand my extreme frustrations? My doubts? My depression? Did I not get that far yet into this Society to know?

Which organization is better? The NeoThink Society or GIN(Global Information Network)? Who is being honest? Why the opposing views versus Kevin to NT? Is this all a great scheme just to make money? I only joined the NeoThink society because it was extemely cheaper. They both have some similar structures and features. To me, only GIN seems to really help with making people rich and happy. Hopefully, NeoThink will too. I am only being objective and not being a cancer seed of starting trouble. This has to be a full honesty observation that I have to get off my chest. Hopefully, I am not that stupid and/or I have not received this information yet from NT/NeoThink to think that this is where the general public starts first…..with GIN….then down the road when they are successfull and wealthy….then they learn of the NT/NeoThink world. Am I correct on this?

To me. If it is real….the law of attraction, it is what I should have been exposed to first. That is what I can understand and quickly use. For over 20 years I am still learing NT/NeoThink information. But at least I would be wealthy before I entered your world with the Law of Attraction.

If I don’t get kicked out because of my full integrated honesty I would like to visit the Business Alliance here on NeoThink and see if I can make some money with some ideas/inventions. Or should I just start with GIN then come over here when I am wealthy and successfull and just start all over here from scratch?

Once again, I not being a cancer seed and want to finally get out of my system my thoughts. This probably isn’t the place, but I had to start somewhere. Like I said…I am running on fumes of hope and I don’t feel like I can handle anymore “possible misleadings” and setbacks in life with it being out of control. I know I can always “check out” of this place called earth because at least I have control of that.

Could someone please get back with me with the questions I have….meaning senior members and/or Mark Hamilton. I am sure you have my personal information of where to contact me and I am looking forward to hearing from you soon.