Updating & through Level 5-2

I am feeling a bit lost, and it is not anyone;s fault, but due to the death of my father on October 31st, 2010. I am behind in my meetings and am steadily catching up and trying to allow time to absorb what is happening. I just heard the questions about the network marketing and the Launch. I am not good with computers and websites, and am not sure if the launch has happened. I hope to get/make more time to search the society site, to find out. I am very excited and am concerned that I have not officially signed up for the network marketing opportunity. I will check this out before I go on to the political section of Level 5 Part 3. I did not expect to lose my father at this point, and have had to give time to my mother, etc, which was not planned. I have also been off and grieved by this loss. I do wish to press on and need to be involved for developmental and financial reasons in this marvelous opportunity. I am writing several songs, which may lend themselves well to the upward and onward march of the society. My creativity has taken new levels, and I want the network marketing opp. to free up time for me to explore my, now ravenous desire to create through music, drama, art and writing of all kinds. I am in a wondrous place, even though I have had a tremendous blow, with the loss of my father. I trust that I will make it to be included in the network marketing, and will go now to see if the launch has happened. If there is any info one of you can give me, I would appreciate it. I will endeavor to learn to use the chats and the website much more effectively. Thanks for this opportunity to respond and express myself, and you will hear more from me –Charles Murray